lucky we're in love in every way

i haven't really updated in awhile so yeah...
about my day: this morning i woke up pretty pissed off because i heard like banging and crap outside. i went back to sleep like 20 minutes later and yeaah. then jeff called me and i went outside with him and we walked around gonsalves park but there were kind of alot of people there and safety wall wasnt safe. my dad wouldn't wake up this morning.. so i kept checking my house. jeff and me walked all the way to the donut shop and we ate and then we walked back to gonsalves park and sat at safety wall. haha i wasn't really pissed anymore. after we went back to my house and we messed around [; haha! anyways um 2 hours went by super fast ): then he had to leave cause my mom was comming home. when my mom and my brother came home and we went to LA and we got some things and then we went to the americana in glendale! i bought two tanktops. there was this dumbass girl there.. seriously like nobody was walking into her or nething and she was like EXCUUUSE ME YOU LITTLE DUMB SHIT . what an asshole hah. but yeah we left and then we ordered pizza hut on the way and my mom wanted to be super asian and pretended that we had a coupon when we didn't haha. i got carsick like no otherrr ): i feel so messed up right now..

anyways i was thinking a lot today like how there's so few people that i can actually trust now. how there's so few people that i can actually keep a conversation and have fun with. and how it feels like a lot of work just to keep a friendship and i don't really know if its even worth it in the end. feels like shit..