Monday, June 29, 2009

So Matthew comes up to me and fucking hits me on the arm and runs away so I hit him back and my mom gives me this fucking bllshit about how I should igore him and how it's okay for him to hit me because he's younger than me. What the fuck. So I was like to my mom that's the fucking same as me hitting her. It's not fucking okay dumbass. Piss me off cause I bought him fucking bakugans or whatever the fuck and he's always fucking hitting me and slapping me and giving me fucking bruises. Ugh. Am I wrong?

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

I can say that things at the moment are mostly up. There are ups and downs, but ups take the prize. Let's start things off by saying IT'S FCKING SUMMMMMMMATIME! <3 :) :) :) It hasn't yet hit me that it is indeed that long-awaited time of the year, maybe if the sun decides to make an appearance that will lighten up the mood a bit. =) Anyway, I finally have internet.. for now, today, whatever. I haven't slept today yet. ): I just don't feel tired enough to sleep haha. SAT scores come out tomorrow, two years is on friday, I'm coming back next friday @ 12:30 although I'd prefer to stay here. (:

Saturday, June 20, 2009

Bye baby<3 i love you forever (:

Friday, June 19, 2009

3 hours of nonstop crying.......
Either I got sick, or I have really bad athsma now.

Congratulations Jerome&Minh<3 Goodluck in college, I love you guys =)

Pretty restless night. I slept about 4 hours cause I kept coughing nonstop. Ugh.
In need of a break.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

3.714 nonweighted GPA.
4.143 weighted GPA.

I'm pretty proud of myself.






i know you're looking over me<3




" I've been thinking about all that we been trough,
every place that you and me went to.
Thinking back on stupid little memories.
Thinking 'bout the times that my heart felt empty,
wait! that was all the time,
cause we just weren't fine, we fake it. "

that's how i feel.
fuck everything.
It's summer vacation.
It really doesn't feel like it /=
Off to school now.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

#486 Someone that keeps me falling in love with them over and over again.









fdjskflsdf I feel so unhappy.
Truthfully, you aren't that great of a friend. Your jokes towards me hurt, are annoying, and I wish you'd shut up. It's not that I'm oblivious to your comments, it's just that I HATE it but I can't do anything about it.
truthfully.


I seriously do need a break from everyone here.

3 more fucking days & I'm finally going.
Grades
APUSH: A+ 98.02%
APENGLISH: A+ 100%
TRIGONOMETRY: A- 91.26
FRENCH III H: B- ? hopefully ._. she's not done with final.
AP CHEMISTRY: B-? hopefully 79.5 exactly LOL.
YEARBOOK: A 94.68
DRUMLINE: A- for not going to one competition. LOL (=

3.714 nonweighted gpa.

crazy year.
I've been dropping a lot of effbombs lately aha. I need to get out of the habit of cussing before I start doing it on the dailyy.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

IVE BEEN WAITING SINCE THE FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL FOR TOMORROW!!! =)
i will be a very happy girl at 12:10pm tomorrow

RANSACKED..

So my neighbor's house got Ransacked but it's kind of unfortunate that they just landed in India today. So their relatives came over for daily prayer & discovered that the backyard door was pried open & that someone broke into their garage (probably thinking that there was a door connecting into their house?) I don't know but that kinda scares the crap outta me knowing that It could have been my house?! /= There were about eight police cars outside my house & a helicopter flying. Creeepy as fuck!

Monday, June 15, 2009

I love watching CNN, Larry King Live =)
"One day at a time - this is enough.
Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone; and do not be troubled about the future, for it has not yet come. Live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering."

Ida Scott Taylor.
So I think I'm kind of really sad for no reason... I think.
ahah pretty stupid, I just can't help feeling down.
I think it's the non summery weather or the fact that my grades effing suck
or just the absence of something..
I'm one confused girl.
Seattle this Saturday @ 5:45PM
sort of excited, my mood's always better over there anyway
& I'm always more happy there anyway but...
I'm more paranoid about planes now
or just traveling alone (returning flight)
damn it. I shouldn't have watched the movie Taken
it was a good movie though..

I miss my yearbookmathdrumlinebestie :]<3

Jack Johnson - If I had eyes
Taylor Swift - You belong with me

Kind of scared for next year.
I decided I'm applying for early admission to UCSD.
I doubt I'll make it to UCLA anymore but idk maybe I'll try.

Sunday, June 14, 2009

"i was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together again and tell myself that the mended whole was as good as new . what is broken is broken- and i’d rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as i lived."

Saturday, June 13, 2009

Still worried about AP Chemistry.
"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again."
-Benjamin Button

AMMMAAAZZING MOVIE♥

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Michelle, I'm gunna miss you. )=
Thanks for getting me through math & yearbook & Junior year in general<3
You really suck for leaving me! like i said in your yearbook!
Hurry up & finish my yearbook! (=
Loveeeyouuuuuu<3

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The worst thing is knowing that you're so close but there's no chance in hell that you're going to make it.
I am 13 extra credit points away from getting a B- in AP Chemistry...

I tried my best & there's nothing else I can do..
But i'm so dissatisfied.

Monday, June 8, 2009

FUNFACTS!<3

1. If you are right handed, you will tend to chew your food on your right side. If you are left handed, you will tend to chew your food on your left side.

2. If you stop getting thirsty, you need to drink more water. For when a human body is dehydrated, its thirst mechanism shuts off.

3. Chewing gum while peeling onions will keep you from crying.

4. Your tongue is germ free only if it is pink. If it is white there is a thin film of bacteria on it.

5. The Mercedes-Benz motto is “Das Beste oder Nichts” meaning “the best or nothing”.

6. The Titanic was the first ship to use the SOS signal.

7. The pupil of the eye expands as much as 45 percent when a person looks at something pleasing.

8. The average person who stops smoking requires one hour less sleep a night.

9. Laughing lowers levels of stress hormones and strengthens the immune system. Six-year-olds laugh an average of 300 times a day. Adults only laugh 15 to 100 times a day.

10. The roar that we hear when we place a seashell next to our ear is not the ocean, but rather the sound of blood surging through the veins in the ear.

11. Dalmatians are born without spots.

12. Bats always turn left when exiting a cave.

13. The ‘v’ in the name of a court case does not stand for ‘versus’, but for ‘and’ (in civil proceedings) or ‘against’ (in criminal proceedings).

14. Men’s shirts have the buttons on the right, but women’s shirts have the buttons on the left.

15. The owl is the only bird to drop its upper eyelid to wink. All other birds raise their lower eyelids.

16. The reason honey is so easy to digest is that it’s already been digested by a bee.

17. Roosters cannot crow if they cannot extend their necks.

18. The color blue has a calming effect. It causes the brain to release calming hormones.

19. Every time you sneeze some of your brain cells die.

20. Your left lung is smaller than your right lung to make room for your heart.

21. The verb “cleave” is the only English word with two synonyms which are antonyms of each other: adhere and separate.

22. When you blush, the lining of your stomach also turns red.

23. When hippos are upset, their sweat turns red.

24. The first Harley Davidson motorcycle was built in 1903, and used a tomato can for a carburetor.

25. The lion that roars in the MGM logo is named Volney.

26. Google is actually the common name for a number with a million zeros.

27. Switching letters is called spoonerism. For example, saying jag of Flapan, instead of flag of Japan.

28. It cost 7 million dollars to build the Titanic and 200 million to make a film about it.

29. The attachment of the human skin to muscles is what causes dimples.

30. There are 1,792 steps to the top of the Eiffel Tower.

31. The sound you hear when you crack your knuckles is actually the sound of nitrogen gas bubbles bursting.

32. Human hair and fingernails continue to grow after death.

33. It takes about 20 seconds for a red blood cell to circle the whole body.

34. The plastic things on the end of shoelaces are called aglets.

35. Most soccer players run 7 miles in a game.

36. The only part of the body that has no blood supply is the cornea in the eye. It takes in oxygen directly from the air.

37. Every day 200 million couples make love, 400,000 babies are born, and 140,000 people die.

38. In most watch advertisements the time displayed on the watch is 10:10 because then the arms frame the brand of the watch (and make it look like it is smiling).

39. Colgate faced big obstacle marketing toothpaste in Spanish speaking countries. Colgate translates into the command “go hang yourself.”

40. The only 2 animals that can see behind itself without turning its head are the rabbit and the parrot.

41. Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

42. The average person laughs 13 times a day.

43. Do you know the names of the three wise monkeys? They are:Mizaru(See no evil), Mikazaru(Hear no evil), and Mazaru(Speak no evil)

44. Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

45. German Shepherds bite humans more than any other breed of dog.

46. Large kangaroos cover more than 30 feet with each jump.

47. Whip makes a cracking sound because its tip moves faster than the speed of sound.

48. Two animal rights protesters were protesting at the cruelty of sending pigs to a slaughterhouse in Bonn. Suddenly the pigs, all two thousand of them, escaped through a broken fence and stampeded, trampling the two hapless protesters to death.

49. If a statue in the park of a person on a horse has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle; if the horse has one front leg in the air, the person died as a result of wounds received in battle; if the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural cause.

50. The human heart creates enough pressure while pumping to squirt blood 30 feet!!

LOLOL



HAHAHHAHA.
Just finished washing my brother's car...
FAIL ATTEMPT AT WINKING THERE HAHAHAHAH!
Someone please please please take me to go se Up in 3d ):
You belong with me <3 (=
“ She was sad, though. But it was a hopeful kind of sad. The kind of sad that just takes time. "

Friday, June 5, 2009

how the fuck am i supposed to concentrate on SAT's tomorrow.
Don’t tell me that I haven’t tried, because I have. I’d give anything to forget & I can’t live like this & do this anymore.




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This has to be the cutest music video ever...

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

i miss you badly,
i miss you daily,
i miss you baby,
i miss you crazy.

miss you crazy - ne-yo <3

blahhh.

Monday, June 1, 2009

And it’s officially June. Meaning that I have a little over two weeks left of stressing over school until I’m free to enjoy myself. I am so excited! But now, I must do homework. Yuck, Monday nights suck.