so i'm going tuesday
& i'm pretty happy about it actually.
finally, right? haha.
Sunday, July 27, 2008
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
he's super amazing!(:
safetywall<3
thats the nicest thing
anyone has EVER done for me.
i loved it!(:
he fills me up with love!
maybe even something more than love!
i'm so glad i found someone who knows everything i feel
who knows all my strongpoints&weaknesses
all the problems i've dealt with
knows about all my dreams
and listens to all my ranting
but somehow, he knows what it all means.
he knows how to make me happy
although he frustrates me a lot
even though he smells sometimes x)
even when he's super immature!
and super cheesy beyond words
i still love him (:
"can't get you off my mind
boy like my favorite song" :)
okay other than that loveydovey stuffffff;
today was super boring haha.
in the morning i talked to jeffrey online
& when my mom went out for a little bit
i biked to gonsalves park/safetywall <3
it was so freaking amazing i was speechless haha!
anyway after i went out with my brother and mom
we just went to the market to buy stuff
i bought shampoo and conditioner and magazines
and books & such so i wouldn't be bored without my ipod
kay bye (:
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
i love my boyfriend!<3
he's super amazing!(:
safetywall<3
thats the nicest thing
anyone has EVER done for me.
i loved it!(:
he fills me up with love!
maybe even something more than love!
i'm so glad i found someone who knows everything i feel
who knows all my strongpoints&weaknesses
all the problems i've dealt with
knows about all my dreams
and listens to all my ranting
but somehow, he knows what it all means.
he knows how to make me happy
although he frustrates me a lot
even though he smells sometimes x)
even when he's super immature!
and super cheesy beyond words
i still love him (:
"can't get you off my mind
boy like my favorite song" :)
okay other than that loveydovey stuffffff;
today was super boring haha.
in the morning i talked to jeffrey online
& when my mom went out for a little bit
i biked to gonsalves park/safetywall <3
it was so freaking amazing i was speechless haha!
anyway after i went out with my brother and mom
we just went to the market to buy stuff
i bought shampoo and conditioner and magazines
and books & such so i wouldn't be bored without my ipod
kay bye (:
Friday, July 25, 2008
water fight ! (:
today was super fun ! (: i woke up and went to aci and stuff. it went by faster than i thought haha! man aci starts to get fun wen i leave. sucks right?! haha so i drew all over ryan saw's stuff and then martin caught us HAHAH. ohwell (:
after i went home and then babe & jessica came over :] we ordered pizza and then we went to fill up waterballoons (WASTE OF TIME) haha! so like half of the waterballoons were already deformed HAHA. but yea we filled up from like 1-3and then melinda and ryan came :] we played brawl! hahaha (: player 4 OWNS. yay (: hehe and then cristina came and the pizza came so we were going to eat but then somehow we ended up throwing waterballoons at eachother HAHAH (: cristina went super crazy wit her bucket and the hose LMAO. it was fun fun (: it ended really fast and we were really soaked ? haha so we ate pizza outside (: after a little bit we went to kuantings house where we went in his poool (: we played around and then played truth. HAHA no dares (: no one could think of anything to ask me haha! i guess i'm that predictable. i don't think i'm predictable.. haha they just think they know everything about me already! hehe ! (: after me cristina and jessica went to my house to change & we went back to kuantings. jeff was playing the guitar & all of the sudden he started playing Greatest Story Ever Told by OliverJames!<33 i was seriously like SPEECHLESS. (: i love you babe! hehe. and then he started playing collide HAHA. and i was scared to look at him. thanks for putting me on the spotlight -_- LOL (: well yea my day went pretty hecka AWESOME. :]
ilovemybabewitallmyheart!alwayssss<3
after i went home and then babe & jessica came over :] we ordered pizza and then we went to fill up waterballoons (WASTE OF TIME) haha! so like half of the waterballoons were already deformed HAHA. but yea we filled up from like 1-3and then melinda and ryan came :] we played brawl! hahaha (: player 4 OWNS. yay (: hehe and then cristina came and the pizza came so we were going to eat but then somehow we ended up throwing waterballoons at eachother HAHAH (: cristina went super crazy wit her bucket and the hose LMAO. it was fun fun (: it ended really fast and we were really soaked ? haha so we ate pizza outside (: after a little bit we went to kuantings house where we went in his poool (: we played around and then played truth. HAHA no dares (: no one could think of anything to ask me haha! i guess i'm that predictable. i don't think i'm predictable.. haha they just think they know everything about me already! hehe ! (: after me cristina and jessica went to my house to change & we went back to kuantings. jeff was playing the guitar & all of the sudden he started playing Greatest Story Ever Told by OliverJames!<33 i was seriously like SPEECHLESS. (: i love you babe! hehe. and then he started playing collide HAHA. and i was scared to look at him. thanks for putting me on the spotlight -_- LOL (: well yea my day went pretty hecka AWESOME. :]
ilovemybabewitallmyheart!alwayssss<3
Saturday, July 19, 2008
lucky we're in love in every way
i haven't really updated in awhile so yeah...
about my day: this morning i woke up pretty pissed off because i heard like banging and crap outside. i went back to sleep like 20 minutes later and yeaah. then jeff called me and i went outside with him and we walked around gonsalves park but there were kind of alot of people there and safety wall wasnt safe. my dad wouldn't wake up this morning.. so i kept checking my house. jeff and me walked all the way to the donut shop and we ate and then we walked back to gonsalves park and sat at safety wall. haha i wasn't really pissed anymore. after we went back to my house and we messed around [; haha! anyways um 2 hours went by super fast ): then he had to leave cause my mom was comming home. when my mom and my brother came home and we went to LA and we got some things and then we went to the americana in glendale! i bought two tanktops. there was this dumbass girl there.. seriously like nobody was walking into her or nething and she was like EXCUUUSE ME YOU LITTLE DUMB SHIT . what an asshole hah. but yeah we left and then we ordered pizza hut on the way and my mom wanted to be super asian and pretended that we had a coupon when we didn't haha. i got carsick like no otherrr ): i feel so messed up right now..
anyways i was thinking a lot today like how there's so few people that i can actually trust now. how there's so few people that i can actually keep a conversation and have fun with. and how it feels like a lot of work just to keep a friendship and i don't really know if its even worth it in the end. feels like shit..
about my day: this morning i woke up pretty pissed off because i heard like banging and crap outside. i went back to sleep like 20 minutes later and yeaah. then jeff called me and i went outside with him and we walked around gonsalves park but there were kind of alot of people there and safety wall wasnt safe. my dad wouldn't wake up this morning.. so i kept checking my house. jeff and me walked all the way to the donut shop and we ate and then we walked back to gonsalves park and sat at safety wall. haha i wasn't really pissed anymore. after we went back to my house and we messed around [; haha! anyways um 2 hours went by super fast ): then he had to leave cause my mom was comming home. when my mom and my brother came home and we went to LA and we got some things and then we went to the americana in glendale! i bought two tanktops. there was this dumbass girl there.. seriously like nobody was walking into her or nething and she was like EXCUUUSE ME YOU LITTLE DUMB SHIT . what an asshole hah. but yeah we left and then we ordered pizza hut on the way and my mom wanted to be super asian and pretended that we had a coupon when we didn't haha. i got carsick like no otherrr ): i feel so messed up right now..
anyways i was thinking a lot today like how there's so few people that i can actually trust now. how there's so few people that i can actually keep a conversation and have fun with. and how it feels like a lot of work just to keep a friendship and i don't really know if its even worth it in the end. feels like shit..
Thursday, July 17, 2008
interesting :]
12 types of females
1. [ Ms. Gold-Digger ]
Advantages...
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other niggas jealous.
d. She makes you look good.
Disadvantages...
a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.
2. [ Ms. Freak ] (secret lover)
Advantages...
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.
Disadvantages...
a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.
d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.
3. [ Ms. Independent ]
Advantages...
a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.
Disadvantages...
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fuck you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.
4. [ Ms. Dyme ]
Advantages...
a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model"
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.
Disadvantages...
a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.
5. [ Ms. Tomboy ]
Advantages...
a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.
Disadvantages...
a. She'll remind you too much of your nigga.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.
6. [ Ms. Ghetto ]
Advantages...
a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.
Disadvantages...
a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can't stand her.
c. You get into with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.
7. [ Ms. Good Girl ]
Advantages...
a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.
Disadvantages...
a. She's an A or B situation either:
A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or
B. She said she's never done or she said she's never tried it, she's sitting there telling a muthafuckin' lie.
8. [ Ms. Main ]
Advantages...
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.
Disadvantages...
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass
9. [ Ms. Psycho ]
Advantages...
a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.
Disadvantages...
a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fuckin' with her can make your life a living hell.
10. [ Ms. I have a Man ]
Advantages...
a. She may have a man but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.
Disadvantages...
a. She'll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.
11. [ Ms. Tease ]
Advantages...
a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she's so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.
Disadvantages...
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)
12. [ MRS. RIGHT ]
Advantages...
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for you no matter what, anytime anyday anyreason.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often put up with most of your shit. But she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girl you've met. She's your woman.
Disadvantage...
a. You've probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types that you let her go!!
1. [ Ms. Gold-Digger ]
Advantages...
a. You have some one to manage your money.
b. She always looks good.
c. She makes your other niggas jealous.
d. She makes you look good.
Disadvantages...
a. When you get broke she'll be gone and take what you have left.
b. She makes sure she has a child by you to sue you for child support.
c. Once your nigga comes up she'll be on his arm the next day.
2. [ Ms. Freak ] (secret lover)
Advantages...
a. She knows all the right positions.
b. She'll try everything more than once.
c. You're never unsatisfied.
d. She'll do all the things your girl won't do.
e. She doesn't mind being your freak, as long as she catches one too.
Disadvantages...
a. Eventually, b/c she's a female, she'll end up catching feelings.
b. She starts to act like she's your "main".
c. She fucks wit ya boy and act like you in the wrong for telling her that she's a freak.
d. Eventually her shit gets old. And you need a replacement.
3. [ Ms. Independent ]
Advantages...
a. You don't have to worry about buying her anything. She got it.
b. She's intelligent, sassy, confident and determined.
c. She's great for (business) conversation.
d. She keeps it real and has goals.
e. She knows how to please a man.
Disadvantages...
a. She will continuously let you know, that she can handle it on her own.
b. She will eventually say fuck you and get a dildo.
c. She will consider you another one her play toys, or goals.
4. [ Ms. Dyme ]
Advantages...
a. She's top of the line.
b. She stays looking like a fantasy.
c. She has the body of a goddess with the face to match.
d. She considers herself a "model"
e. Gets you on hard whenever you see her.
f. All the girls envy her, but she doesn't care.
Disadvantages...
a. She's superficial. She cares only about her looks.
b. She honestly lacks confidence and will annoy you about the way she looks.
c. She's probably dumb as hell and if she's not her personality is dry.
d. You have to constantly keep your game up b/c every nigga is gonna try to get her.
5. [ Ms. Tomboy ]
Advantages...
a. She's cool and laid back.
b. She'll be willing to play rough with you.
c. Of course, she loves sports.
d. Her body is athletically divine.
e. She's easy to talk to and fun to be around.
f. She's a diamond in the rough.
Disadvantages...
a. She'll remind you too much of your nigga.
b. She might not want to change her appearance.
c. She might actually beat you in basketball, football and track.
6. [ Ms. Ghetto ]
Advantages...
a. She's not afraid of any other female or male. She will fight to keep you.
b. She's down for you. She'll be there to bail you out of jail.
c. She's always stays fresh.
d. She can cook up a storm. She can make the best out of a bad situation.
e. She keeps it real and keeps you satisfied.
Disadvantages...
a. She doesn't know how to act in public.
b. Your mama can't stand her.
c. You get into with her every other second.
d. She's willing to fight another girl looking at you or her PERIOD.
e. Her weave colors are distracting and her vocabulary is minimal.
7. [ Ms. Good Girl ]
Advantages...
a. She's always there for you.
b. She's intelligent, classy, kind, sweet and cool.
c. Your mother loves her.
d. You can see yourself falling in love with her.
e. You are her first everything.
f. She makes you feel like a man.
Disadvantages...
a. She's an A or B situation either:
A. You're not gonna get any until ya'll are married or
B. She said she's never done or she said she's never tried it, she's sitting there telling a muthafuckin' lie.
8. [ Ms. Main ]
Advantages...
a. She is the one you respect.
b. She probably may know about the others but might not care.
c. She has all the qualities you want in a female.
d. You've been with her forever.
Disadvantages...
a. She starts getting very suspicious and calls you every moment.
b. She will devise a plan to catch you in your act and then kick your ass
9. [ Ms. Psycho ]
Advantages...
a. She's fun and spontaneous.
b. She's down to earth.
c. She loves you unconditionally.
d. Everything about her is too good to be true. So everyone loves her.
e. She makes you feel loved.
Disadvantages...
a. Don't you break up with her. She will stalk your ass.
b. She keeps pictures of you everywhere and knows everything about you.
c. She can manipulate the hell out of you.
d. She will consider herself wifey even if she may just be that chick on the side.
e. Fuckin' with her can make your life a living hell.
10. [ Ms. I have a Man ]
Advantages...
a. She may have a man but she'll mess with you anyway.
b. She looks good.
c. You have an intense night of passion with her.
Disadvantages...
a. She'll always come crying to you about the problems with her man.
b. She'll get you caught up and then leave you anyway for her man.
c. If you piss her off she'll get her man to come beat your ass.
d. She'll unofficially make you her man once she gets pissed off at her real man.
11. [ Ms. Tease ]
Advantages...
a. She's tempting and a nice piece of eye candy.
b. She's intelligent, athletic, respectable and SEXXXXXXY.
c. She knows how to turn you on without touching you.
d. Everything she does is just so sensual.
e. She can bring you to that point and make you wait to get it.
f. Every time you see her you catch a mini orgasm.
g. Every nigga wants her b/c she's so mysterious and that makes you want to get her first.
Disadvantages...
a. NO matter what you think or do you never get it.
b. She probably has a long distance boyfriend somewhere that you will never know about.
c. She gets you hard and leaves you like that. (Unbearable)
12. [ MRS. RIGHT ]
Advantages...
a. She is not sexy, fine, or a dyme she is Beautiful and therefore encompasses all of these descriptions.
b. She is intelligent, sassy, funny, outgoing, determined, strong and classy.
c. She can cook or at least order a meal that is just like your mother's.
d. Her personality is just as beautiful as her body.
e. She believes in God and follows his virtues.
f. She knows that a relationship requires a 200% quota yet she gives her man an extra 10%.
g. She can please her man in anyway. Mentally, Spiritually, and Sexually.
h. She makes you recognize your full potential as a man and completes you.
i. She's always there for you no matter what, anytime anyday anyreason.
j. She's not afraid to tell you the truth and set you straight.
k. You can talk to her and confide in her, she's your best friend.
l. You love being around her more than your boys.
m. You can share your most intimate moments with her without sex.
n. You can have a bad argument with her and have the BEST Mind Numbing and passionate love making fest ever.
o. She's always willing to find a way to work out your problems and will often put up with most of your shit. But she's also intelligent enough to leave.
p. She's nothing like any other girl you've met. She's your woman.
Disadvantage...
a. You've probably met her, or had her in your life but got too consumed with all the other types that you let her go!!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
summer to-do list
cut my hair
lose 5 pounds
make my babe a video
save up a huge ammount of money
spend all the money shopping HAHA (:
get summer volunteer at dentist
sleep until 12 pm (:
get my butt up and run/walk seattle neighborhood
go to the gym (:
finish my summer assignments
buy the really pretty wristlet bag thing from coach! <3
save money to buy new ipod
go to bellevue square a lot ! <3
learn how to properly drive a car HAHA.
smile more when im given constructive criticism. LOL
learn how to make really good chocolatechip cookies from auntquan :]
bake lots and lots of deserts with auntquan!
call baby everyday <3
buy a really pretty dress
buy sandals from urban outfitters
go shopping at shopping district in seattle <3
buy apple chips from pike place market ! LMFAO
eat at dicks drive in and then go home and exercise like crazy :) HAHA
go canoeing at UW :]
buy a new UW teeshirt / sweatshirt
when i think of more i'll write it :]
lose 5 pounds
make my babe a video
save up a huge ammount of money
spend all the money shopping HAHA (:
get summer volunteer at dentist
sleep until 12 pm (:
get my butt up and run/walk seattle neighborhood
go to the gym (:
finish my summer assignments
buy the really pretty wristlet bag thing from coach! <3
save money to buy new ipod
go to bellevue square a lot ! <3
learn how to properly drive a car HAHA.
smile more when im given constructive criticism. LOL
learn how to make really good chocolatechip cookies from auntquan :]
bake lots and lots of deserts with auntquan!
call baby everyday <3
buy a really pretty dress
buy sandals from urban outfitters
go shopping at shopping district in seattle <3
buy apple chips from pike place market ! LMFAO
eat at dicks drive in and then go home and exercise like crazy :) HAHA
go canoeing at UW :]
buy a new UW teeshirt / sweatshirt
when i think of more i'll write it :]
Monday, July 14, 2008
stolen
Start with your name:
so demanding!..
How did you wake up this morning?
i woke up by opening my eyes.
Do you believe everything you hear?
no
Do you live near your best friend?
i don't really have one ?
What are you wearing right now?
gonsalves teeshirt & soffee shorts.
Is there anyone you would die for?
yeah
Where were you at 11:45 AM today?
i was at aci
How long have you been breathing?
a long time
Are you taller than 5'5"?
no
If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean?
im thinking, im mad, im sad, im shy, im in class
What time did you go to bed last night?
11ish.
What are you doing tomorrow?
gonsalves, aci.
Does anyone like you?
i guess
What were you doing an hour ago?
computer
Are you married?
no
What's one thing you want right now?
i want to go outside
Do you love anyone?
yes
What is your natural hair color?
darkbrown
What color are your eyes?
sometimes it looks like grayish mixed with brown
but then normally its just brown
Do you like your first name?
hate it
What are your initals?
G =]
How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
i don't feel anything
Do you like the color gray?
i like dark gray =]
Last time you ate grilled cheese?
6th grade lunch
When you think of a rainbow, what pops in your head?
jeffrey =]
How are you feeling?
i don't know
Do you trust all of your friends?
no
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
i guess. my hairs wet though
What did you do last night?
i went to sleep
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
glasses sometimes
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
depends
Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
both =]
Who was the last person to text you?
jeffrey ?
What annoys you most?
repeting things. annoying people.
rushing things. awkward silences.
When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
night
What's the next vacation you're going on?
seattle
Do you like scary movies?
no
Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
depends on my mood
What's the last thing you purchased?
movie ticket
Do people ever spell your name wrong?
no
Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
kinda. but then it would change everything right now
so no.
What are your plans for the weekend?
cristinas birthday i think ?
Where are you at noon everyday?
gonsalves or aci.
What is your favorite movie?
big daddy, a cinderella story
What do you think of winter?
i hate wearing jeans.
When was the last time you swam?
kuantings house
Do you keep your closets organized?
i don't have any clothes in them right now
Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer?
i have one
Who did you last fall asleep with?
myself
Are you a morning person or a night person?
afternoon
Who's bed did you last sleep in?
mine
Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
never
Have you cried today at all?
when i yawned from almost falling asleep in testing
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
just waking up
Do you say sexy a lot?
sexy sexy sexy sexy sexy sexy.
do you say it alot ?
What is something you currently want?
yeah
What are you looking forward to?
tomarrow
What was the weather like today?
hot
What do you want for christmas?
nothing really.
When do you go to sleep?
when i get yelled at
Are you going to have a good night?
i don't know
Do you have strange dreams?
yeap
What are you listening to?
i have no music ]:
Are you happy?
are you happy?
Do you currently miss someone?
yeah
Did you date someone in the spring?
yeah
Three feelings at the moment?
tired, sleepy, i don't know
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
yeah
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yesxamillion.
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
my room
Last person who said i love you to you?
jeffweee.
In a relationship?
yeah
Has your ex moved on?
uhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Are you easily confused?
depends
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
i hope ]:
Do you fall for people easily?
why would i fall for anybody. thats dumb :P
Everything happens for a reason?
not always
What does your last text message read?
Shit i couldn't breathe omg
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
spring break.
How has the week been?
uh
Do you sleep with the TV on?
yea
Are you too forgiving?
i don't know
Who do you miss?
beast =]
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
no pockets
How many windows are open on your computer?
threee!
In the past week have you gotten sick?
no
In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
no
How many profile views do you have?
not on myspace
Who's your last call from?
daaaadddyyy
How much clothes do you have in your closet?
like four..
On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
4
Are you high-maintenance?
no
Are you happy with the way life is going?
not really
so demanding!..
How did you wake up this morning?
i woke up by opening my eyes.
Do you believe everything you hear?
no
Do you live near your best friend?
i don't really have one ?
What are you wearing right now?
gonsalves teeshirt & soffee shorts.
Is there anyone you would die for?
yeah
Where were you at 11:45 AM today?
i was at aci
How long have you been breathing?
a long time
Are you taller than 5'5"?
no
If you're being extremely quiet what’s it mean?
im thinking, im mad, im sad, im shy, im in class
What time did you go to bed last night?
11ish.
What are you doing tomorrow?
gonsalves, aci.
Does anyone like you?
i guess
What were you doing an hour ago?
computer
Are you married?
no
What's one thing you want right now?
i want to go outside
Do you love anyone?
yes
What is your natural hair color?
darkbrown
What color are your eyes?
sometimes it looks like grayish mixed with brown
but then normally its just brown
Do you like your first name?
hate it
What are your initals?
G =]
How do you feel about chocolate covered strawberries?
i don't feel anything
Do you like the color gray?
i like dark gray =]
Last time you ate grilled cheese?
6th grade lunch
When you think of a rainbow, what pops in your head?
jeffrey =]
How are you feeling?
i don't know
Do you trust all of your friends?
no
Would you go in public looking like you do right now?
i guess. my hairs wet though
What did you do last night?
i went to sleep
Do you wear contacts or glasses?
glasses sometimes
Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
depends
Are you a beach person or a snowy mountain person?
both =]
Who was the last person to text you?
jeffrey ?
What annoys you most?
repeting things. annoying people.
rushing things. awkward silences.
When do you prefer to take a shower, morning or night?
night
What's the next vacation you're going on?
seattle
Do you like scary movies?
no
Would you rather stay home all day, or be out and about?
depends on my mood
What's the last thing you purchased?
movie ticket
Do people ever spell your name wrong?
no
Is there anyone you regret ever meeting?
kinda. but then it would change everything right now
so no.
What are your plans for the weekend?
cristinas birthday i think ?
Where are you at noon everyday?
gonsalves or aci.
What is your favorite movie?
big daddy, a cinderella story
What do you think of winter?
i hate wearing jeans.
When was the last time you swam?
kuantings house
Do you keep your closets organized?
i don't have any clothes in them right now
Do you want to have a boyfriend this summer?
i have one
Who did you last fall asleep with?
myself
Are you a morning person or a night person?
afternoon
Who's bed did you last sleep in?
mine
Do you believe that there is always room in your heart for your first love?
never
Have you cried today at all?
when i yawned from almost falling asleep in testing
What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
just waking up
Do you say sexy a lot?
sexy sexy sexy sexy sexy sexy.
do you say it alot ?
What is something you currently want?
yeah
What are you looking forward to?
tomarrow
What was the weather like today?
hot
What do you want for christmas?
nothing really.
When do you go to sleep?
when i get yelled at
Are you going to have a good night?
i don't know
Do you have strange dreams?
yeap
What are you listening to?
i have no music ]:
Are you happy?
are you happy?
Do you currently miss someone?
yeah
Did you date someone in the spring?
yeah
Three feelings at the moment?
tired, sleepy, i don't know
Name someone with the same b-day as you?
yeah
If you could move somewhere else, would you?
yesxamillion.
Where will you be 2 hours from now?
my room
Last person who said i love you to you?
jeffweee.
In a relationship?
yeah
Has your ex moved on?
uhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Are you easily confused?
depends
Do you think you would make a good wife/husband?
i hope ]:
Do you fall for people easily?
why would i fall for anybody. thats dumb :P
Everything happens for a reason?
not always
What does your last text message read?
Shit i couldn't breathe omg
When is the last time you saw number 1 on your top friends?
spring break.
How has the week been?
uh
Do you sleep with the TV on?
yea
Are you too forgiving?
i don't know
Who do you miss?
beast =]
Do you have anything in your pockets right now?
no pockets
How many windows are open on your computer?
threee!
In the past week have you gotten sick?
no
In the past week have you gotten your hair cut?
no
How many profile views do you have?
not on myspace
Who's your last call from?
daaaadddyyy
How much clothes do you have in your closet?
like four..
On a scale of 1-10 How good is life?
4
Are you high-maintenance?
no
Are you happy with the way life is going?
not really
Monday, July 7, 2008
asdfhdsysdafhkLOST.
yesturday i played a song. it sounded really pretty..
today i played the same song. it sounded different..
i wish i had something that i could keep throughout all the seasons, something that i could stick with.. something that wouldn't change for the worse, but only get better in time. i want to know what its like to have something or someone that'd never leave me. someone that maybe actually cared, or atleast wanted to. i want to know what it feels like to be wanted and needed for a change, to maybe feel appreciated? and to feel like maybe what i'm doing is right and that i'm not doing anything wrong. i want to know what it's like for someone to actually be proud of me for what i do, not yell at me cause i could of did better. i want to be worth something to somebody else. i want to be enough so that i wouldn't feel like such a complete failure. tell me what i'm doing wrong..
i realized that things change before you even realize they do. people change and people walk out of your life. im hoping that all the right people will stay with me throughout everything..
i feel so lost in my own thoughts. i kind of wish i knew where i was going with everything that i'm feeling right now. i feel like i'm always ending up at the same place as where i began, going in a huge circle. but for now, i just feel so worthless. i can't do anything right anymore..
i wish
i wish
i wish
that ...
maybe things would of been
different
different
different
one day i'll be enough
for
someone.
but
for now
for now
for now
"It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that?" - Christopher Gardner.
empty.
dissapointed.
maybe even angry.
today i played the same song. it sounded different..
i wish i had something that i could keep throughout all the seasons, something that i could stick with.. something that wouldn't change for the worse, but only get better in time. i want to know what its like to have something or someone that'd never leave me. someone that maybe actually cared, or atleast wanted to. i want to know what it feels like to be wanted and needed for a change, to maybe feel appreciated? and to feel like maybe what i'm doing is right and that i'm not doing anything wrong. i want to know what it's like for someone to actually be proud of me for what i do, not yell at me cause i could of did better. i want to be worth something to somebody else. i want to be enough so that i wouldn't feel like such a complete failure. tell me what i'm doing wrong..
i realized that things change before you even realize they do. people change and people walk out of your life. im hoping that all the right people will stay with me throughout everything..
i feel so lost in my own thoughts. i kind of wish i knew where i was going with everything that i'm feeling right now. i feel like i'm always ending up at the same place as where i began, going in a huge circle. but for now, i just feel so worthless. i can't do anything right anymore..
i wish
i wish
i wish
that ...
maybe things would of been
different
different
different
one day i'll be enough
for
someone.
but
for now
for now
for now
"It was right then that I started thinking about Thomas Jefferson on the Declaration of Independence and the part about our right to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness. And I remember thinking how did he know to put the pursuit part in there? That maybe happiness is something that we can only pursue and maybe we can actually never have it. No matter what. How did he know that?" - Christopher Gardner.
empty.
dissapointed.
maybe even angry.
Saturday, July 5, 2008
phone call
clara - hello?
jeffrey - i just wanted to call you to tell you that... you're cute
& i miss you
jeffrey - okay bye!!
omgosh cutiiiiie :] MORE CUTE.
jeffrey - i just wanted to call you to tell you that... you're cute
& i miss you
jeffrey - okay bye!!
omgosh cutiiiiie :] MORE CUTE.
yesterday&today
yesterday was july fourth ! <3
me and angela went to this super boring adult's party thing. we were bored out of our minds since this year we went to another lady's house instead of the other house we usually go to ]: yeah i fell asleep. haha. then we finally left at around 5:30. and i went home and after got dropped off near heritage park so that i could go meet up with jeffrey to watch fireworks :] we ended up hanging out with jessica, mark, amy, and their other friend :) it was pretty fun hehe. we ate a funnel cake. i didn't really eat it haha. and we walked to town center. we wanted to go to ulta to paint the guy's nails :] but it was closed. haha we'll get you next time!. and then we ended up going to wal-mart. we sat around. and then we left when it was almost time for the fireworks. me and jeff found this isolated spot on the side of a business building. we weren't really planning to be able to see the fireworks, we just kind of wanted to hang out with each other<3 but we ended up being able to see the fireworks! it was really really, yeah :] unexplainable<3 lets just say that i absolutely loved every minute with that cuuutie! <3
today-
i woke up around 11 haha. oops, jeffrey texted me but apparently i didn't hear it or something hehe. my cousins arrived at around 1 and we went to eat at din tai fung dumpling house :] it was really good! kind of expensive though ? haha i don't know :) but then after, we went to cerritos mall & we got yogurt land <3 fun fun !
p.s. i missed him so much today <3 i love you!
update!
teh tArN aGe (4:49:59 PM): what cutie!
x claraaaa (4:50:04 PM): hehe what -_-
x claraaaa (4:50:17 PM): you cutie :]
teh tArN aGe (4:50:20 PM): you cutie :]
LOL. moment filled <3
me and angela went to this super boring adult's party thing. we were bored out of our minds since this year we went to another lady's house instead of the other house we usually go to ]: yeah i fell asleep. haha. then we finally left at around 5:30. and i went home and after got dropped off near heritage park so that i could go meet up with jeffrey to watch fireworks :] we ended up hanging out with jessica, mark, amy, and their other friend :) it was pretty fun hehe. we ate a funnel cake. i didn't really eat it haha. and we walked to town center. we wanted to go to ulta to paint the guy's nails :] but it was closed. haha we'll get you next time!. and then we ended up going to wal-mart. we sat around. and then we left when it was almost time for the fireworks. me and jeff found this isolated spot on the side of a business building. we weren't really planning to be able to see the fireworks, we just kind of wanted to hang out with each other<3 but we ended up being able to see the fireworks! it was really really, yeah :] unexplainable<3 lets just say that i absolutely loved every minute with that cuuutie! <3
today-
i woke up around 11 haha. oops, jeffrey texted me but apparently i didn't hear it or something hehe. my cousins arrived at around 1 and we went to eat at din tai fung dumpling house :] it was really good! kind of expensive though ? haha i don't know :) but then after, we went to cerritos mall & we got yogurt land <3 fun fun !
p.s. i missed him so much today <3 i love you!
update!
teh tArN aGe (4:49:59 PM): what cutie!
x claraaaa (4:50:04 PM): hehe what -_-
x claraaaa (4:50:17 PM): you cutie :]
teh tArN aGe (4:50:20 PM): you cutie :]
LOL. moment filled <3
Friday, July 4, 2008
our bucket list <3
updated july 8th 2009..
bolded- things we can't cross out!
crossed out- accomplished!
1. watch the stars
2. spend the night with you
3. go biking
4. spend an entire day with you
5. clara jeffrey collaboration :]
6. love you more than ever!
7. go out on a real date :]
8. lay down on my couch and bed for a long time :]
9. picnic
10. go even further in our love and relationship
11. eat breakfast with you
12. go in the water at the beach with you
13. ride a ferris wheel with you
14. dress & dress shirt!
15. icecream buffet!
16. closer, deeper, affectionate, all romantic moments
17. town center parking lot
18. sneak out
19. make a piano song for jeffrey
20. write a better song than all the other ones for clara :]
21. make jeffrey a real mixtape
22. make a buildabear buddy for puddles :]
23. take supercute non-studio pictures
24. hold clara until she leaves to seattle!
25. random spontaneous kiss!
26. fall asleep with you
27. all nighter talk
28. watch a sunrise
29. lay down and watch clouds
30. special unmatchable moment
31. kisses in the rain :]
32. let you in completely
33. watch enchanted & august rush
34. movie theater ...... (:
35. go to jeffrey's house!
36. lay in jeffrey's bed :]
37. kick jeffrey if his bed is too hard :D jk :]
38. meet clara's dad (maybe)
39. super soaker fight!
40. stay out past curfew
41. make jeffrey pho
42. real dinner date :]
43. unexpectedly match with eachother
44. watch jeffrey record a song!
45. make jeffrey a cute video :]
46. write to each other
47. lay in clara's backyard hammock
48. super passionate kiss, holding you and everything really deep and passionately :]
49. find jeffrey's ticklish spot :]
50. lose weight
51. another bonfire
52. try new food !
53. write our names in the sand
54. personalize safety wall :]
55. make clara wear her glasses :]
56. get a picture of clara on jeffrey's phone
57. sing while walking home!
58. play clara a concert :]
59. have a really super great kiss :]
60. make each other feel more specialer than ever
61. give jeffrey something that belongs to clara!
62. continue to give each other time and devotion to everything.
63. rocketship park in torrance, ca
you promised..
64. disneyland
65. that i'd get your first song on your new guitar
66. that'd you'd make up our 2 years..
67. that we'd watch pearl harbor
68. that'd we'd get to have our picnic
69. that you'd hang out with me alone during the summer more than in the school year
70. that you'd write to me more
........
bolded- things we can't cross out!
1. watch the stars
2. spend the night with you
3. go biking
5. clara jeffrey collaboration :]
6. love you more than ever!
7. go out on a real date :]
8. lay down on my couch and bed for a long time :]
9. picnic
10. go even further in our love and relationship
11. eat breakfast with you
12. go in the water at the beach with you
13. ride a ferris wheel with you
14. dress & dress shirt!
15. icecream buffet!
16. closer, deeper, affectionate, all romantic moments
18. sneak out
19. make a piano song for jeffrey
20. write a better song than all the other ones for clara :]
21. make jeffrey a real mixtape
22. make a buildabear buddy for puddles :]
23. take supercute non-studio pictures
24. hold clara until she leaves to seattle!
25. random spontaneous kiss!
26. fall asleep with you
27. all nighter talk
28. watch a sunrise
29. lay down and watch clouds
30. special unmatchable moment
33. watch enchanted & august rush
34. movie theater ...... (:
37. kick jeffrey if his bed is too hard :D jk :]
38. meet clara's dad (maybe)
39. super soaker fight!
40. stay out past curfew
41. make jeffrey pho
42. real dinner date :]
44. watch jeffrey record a song!
46. write to each other
47. lay in clara's backyard hammock
48. super passionate kiss, holding you and everything really deep and passionately :]
50. lose weight
52. try new food !
54. personalize safety wall :]
55. make clara wear her glasses :]
58. play clara a concert :]
59. have a really super great kiss :]
60. make each other feel more specialer than ever
62. continue to give each other time and devotion to everything.
63. rocketship park in torrance, ca
you promised..
64. disneyland
65. that i'd get your first song on your new guitar
66. that'd you'd make up our 2 years..
67. that we'd watch pearl harbor
68. that'd we'd get to have our picnic
69. that you'd hang out with me alone during the summer more than in the school year
70. that you'd write to me more
........
Thursday, July 3, 2008
i'm stuck on you like gluee ! (:
Dear Baaabe =],
i wanted to tell you that i ell-ohh-vee-ee youuu :) lots lots lots! you make my days brighter cause you're the sunnny to my delight ! (: i shouldn't be wasting my time with you ! but i love doing it anyway ! hehe just kidding babe. i love spending time with you because to me, thats the only time that matters :) its always the highlight of my day <3 i just wanted to tell you that you mean so much to me. me without you would be like me facing the extinction of everything i loved the most ! heheh (shoes!&oth) and thats super super horrible ! HAHA :) we need to go back to disneyland and get bubbles a girlfriend, or a boyfriend if he wants to swing that way !! HAHAH. and then we can watch fireworks and go to downtown disney and alots of stuff. :] summer so far has been the most amazing one yet !<3 i can't wait for more days like these past few days :] i know we're going to make the most out of the time we have left together <3 because nothing would make me happier than spending time with you and only you! hehe. i love the little cute & cheesy things you do for me :) because its the little things you do that make my day so much better! i'd tell you that i love you again but then it wouldn't be enough because what i have for you is MORE than love :]
xoxolove,
clara :]
i wanted to tell you that i ell-ohh-vee-ee youuu :) lots lots lots! you make my days brighter cause you're the sunnny to my delight ! (: i shouldn't be wasting my time with you ! but i love doing it anyway ! hehe just kidding babe. i love spending time with you because to me, thats the only time that matters :) its always the highlight of my day <3 i just wanted to tell you that you mean so much to me. me without you would be like me facing the extinction of everything i loved the most ! heheh (shoes!&oth) and thats super super horrible ! HAHA :) we need to go back to disneyland and get bubbles a girlfriend, or a boyfriend if he wants to swing that way !! HAHAH. and then we can watch fireworks and go to downtown disney and alots of stuff. :] summer so far has been the most amazing one yet !<3 i can't wait for more days like these past few days :] i know we're going to make the most out of the time we have left together <3 because nothing would make me happier than spending time with you and only you! hehe. i love the little cute & cheesy things you do for me :) because its the little things you do that make my day so much better! i'd tell you that i love you again but then it wouldn't be enough because what i have for you is MORE than love :]
xoxolove,
clara :]
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