ALL OVER THE PLACE,

Going to try to get back to my daily blogging routine.
Tomorrow brings another day of school, I'm so disappointed in my grades. How I'm going to pull off a last semester and bring up my grades blows my mind, but whatever. I really must concentrate on school this quarter. It's going to be difficult but I have to deal. I have nothing else going for me, really, I don't.

Well anyway, the past few days I am reluctant to say that I have felt down. Just thinking back on it, I really didn't expect what you told me, it really changes my perception. I guess it was just one thing stupid decision and overall, the positives outweigh the negatives in you. But I'm still pretty shaken up and I hope we work things out cause "I was scared" isn't a good enough reason for you to not tell me. Things happen for a reason, and maybe later I will realize what that is. I should be fine in about a week.

I have the fear of being alone. I know I'm surrounded by those who love me, but all in all. I still feel alone. I hope I get over this phase. I'm strong, I know it. Goodnight. Peas.