fuck the way I ruin everything. Fucken awesome. I live nitpickin’ at every little thing every single day. The day started off perfectly. I wish the rest of it didn't suck so hard.

i want us to be boring. i want to be lazy with you, wake up late and do absolutely nothing. i want to lay in bed, watch tv or go ride our bikes and find a park so we can just lay down and be boring together. we can watch the clouds form different shapes, fall asleep in the grass. we can read books, read poetry to each other, play music that sounds boring to others but beautiful to us. we can fall asleep on top of each other over and over again and then wake up and compare dreams and talk about things that don’t matter all day long. we can just wear the same clothes, match if we want, wear basic plain shirts all day. be extra boring if we want. we don’t even have to drink to make our lives exciting because we’re boring and theres nothing more to that. we’ll be inseperable.

i wish this applied.