I said I wouldn't blog on here anymore but I couldn't write anything on my other blog cause I was scared my friends would see it. I hate being seen as vulnerable to people so I'll just write it here. Today I was in my room & I opened up the shoebox filled with notes that you've written me. I cried because it felt like you meant more of what you said back then and everything you wrote to me feels like it doesn't even apply to me now. I don't deserve this. I give you more than you give back.